July 2017

7/1/17   Couldn’t get a hold of john about nate spending the night as usual.

 

7/3/17  John Finally calls back.  Nate stays the night.

7/4/17 Nate and I go to boom city to buy fireworks, then we went to a u-pick blueberry farm , went to the Arlington parade-(where we were supposed to meet John at 3:30, we didnt’ end up getting hold of him until 6:30) then met up with john and went to boom city together for a few hours, until they closed.

John and Nate stayed the night.

7/5/17  I go to work, and john and nate are supposed to meet me at muay thai class at 8.  John doesn’t call me until 6:45 to let me know that I have to pick nate up for class, which is fine, I pick him up and we go to class.

 

 

 

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Good morning, Nate

I would have called him an hour ago to tell him that I love him and to have a good day at school today. Tonight would be boy scouts.

This kills me

INTRODUCING JOHN’S DEADLIEST WEAPONS: domestic violence abuse by proxy + flying monkeys + narcissistic/enabler/ mother

I found this post, and I can replace Justin’s name with John’s and it fits perfectly.

This is exactly what’s happening. ;

INTRODUCING JUSTIN’S DEADLIEST WEAPONS: domestic violence abuse by proxy + flying monkeys + narcissistic/enabler/ mother

https://kateloice.wordpress.com/2018/05/30/introducing-justins-flying-monkey-beth-hannon/
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Another sad Saturday

I’d be waiting until it was time where he’d be awake to call him just to talk to my boy this morning.

A seven months ago, I could even be waking up and making breakfast for Nate and his cousins.

What’s changed? I’ve gone to treatment. John’s steadily restricted my contact with Nate more and more as the months go by. Its killing me.

This is so hard

I miss my boy. I miss talking to him, I miss our Sundays. My ex told one of our mutual friends that he just filed because he didn’t want me to file first for contempt. He knows I have a warrant, he knows I can’t go to court to fight it,

This is so hard

I miss my boy. I miss talking to him, I miss our Sundays. My ex told one of our mutual friends that he just filed because he didn’t want me to file first for contempt. He knows I have a warrant, he knows I can’t go to court to fight it,

Sat may 12

Call John’s phone at 11:30 to talk to Nate, No answer. Voicemail full.

Talked to Emily, she said she had texted John some more about having Nate come over to play with his cousins, I told her he had auction he was going to with his cousin John’s niece today.

It’s now 6:45 PM and I just called John to find out what time the auction was over, and was either going to ask about me possibly coming to play with his cousins and stay the night, or if he didn’t sound receptive to me, was going to just give Emily the information about when it would be done with the auction